Kaimisuki

Stupid. Now I can't see what's on my blog. It can't seem to refresh itself. Same problem as Shamiah. Damn.

A Dogglefox is a cute little petpet from Neopets. It looks like something in between a dog & a fox. Don't you all ever play Neopets anymore? Sigh. And why is only the monkey signing my guestbook these days? I really don't feel like updating my blog anymore unless people read it. And how am I suppose to know if they don't sign my guestbook, right?

I am so scared for myself. What's happening to me? I never eat anything these days. I've been fasting for the past few days & I only eat like one meal a day, because I'm too tired to wake up in the morning. But I can't even finish a plate of rice. Eat half of it and leave therest to my mother. I can't even eat fast food like I used to. Eat 3/5 of it then feel like vomiting. I don't even feel hungry in the morning. I see people eat but drool don't feel my mouth like it used to. The last time I went to see my P6 teacher she told me I'm very very thin. Sigh. I just want to die.

You know what? If I ever were to be taken over by the stupid yeerks, I wouldn’t bother resisting. I mean, what’s the point? I am already living a very sad and useless and boring life. If a yeerk were to take control of my body, I would ever be so grateful. That way, I wouldn’t need to make stupid dicisions anymore. The yeerk would make all the decisions for me.

Damn, a thought just came. If I were not to resist from the yeerk, that meant I'm helping them take over Earth faster. I should have resisted then I could have escaped & form a resistant force or something. If I don't resist, the fall of mankind would happen & it'll be my fault. Sigh again.

"Darkness breaks, Moon awakes.
Night now brings the stars it makes.
Moon beams fall, Light up all.
From silvery woods there comes a call.

Grayish blur, Shaggy fur.
Food is this night creatures lure.
Brown deer, Very near.
It is brought down full of fear.
Deadly bite, Very tight.
Every wolf will feast tonight."