Oh ya and jw's bday is in April too...haha ok ok I will like April yea...
Happy Birthday Shamiah! April babies...
It's so wonderful to be able to live till 22 eh?

And hoho...I just love Dawud Wharnsby's voice! Nice nasheed...Listening to him when I'm very stressed out studying...
song titled What a Wonderful World by Dawud Wharnsby & Zain Bhikha...



Yeah it's so wonderful...to be so STRESSSED...really...what if I fail...why does James give us so much ACCA work that I'm running out of time to complete everything because my basics are not that strong...and I'm having difficulty going through the examiner's report...keep making stupid mistakes... But stress is good...that's what they say...bleagh...ok stop whining.

And I watched the whole series in the middle of the night with that music in the background...

Anyway, the video's titled Freedom Unplugged, a part of the series, The Arrivals...we people get distracted by the disinformation, propoganda & media mind control that we become satisfied with our man-made world of comfort, when in fact there is still so much more that we need to know.

And it's totally mind-blowing what we do not know. The part about Al-Aqsa Mosque is very sad. And about Rihanna? Madonna? Christina? Now everytime I see black & white checkered floor, my heart will jump.

That aside...I don't like April...met lotsa different people in revision classes...too bad it's my last year and I doubt I will keep in touch with them...

And then there are days, like today, when I just need to whine to someone, so I will just start a random conversation with anyone with the aim to whine but in the end I don't cos I would feel stupid if I whine cos "all this will pass" anyway...sigh...tomorrow...I'm studying with a guy...a guy I seldom talk to...& I'm nervous...where is a girl friend when I need one...actually I'm not nervous...I do not need a girl friend...I can study untill 5pm, and then my girl friend will join us...I shall endure the butterflies till then...haha how ridiculous...haa...

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All our knowledge brings us nearer to our ignorance
All our ignorance brings us nearer to death
But nearness to death no nearer to God
Where is the life we have lost in living?
Where is the wisdom we have lost in knowledge?
Where is the knowledge we have lost in information?
~ T,S, Elliot