February is ending!!!!!!!!

Sigh... Sometimes I don't know how I got myself into this mess.

Anyway, since I'm feeling so down right now...adding another few steps in Preston's confidence book for my personal reminder:

1. Be mindful.

2. Stop disempowering thoughts!

3. Replace them with empowering thoughts :)

4. Keep going until it becomes automatic.

I am starting to count the number of calories I eat each day, something I never did before haha. Really tired of people telling me I'm getting bigger. It's cos I'm HAPPY alright. I got more appetite to eat so I get bigger lah! Sheesh. Oh well I dunno how much counting my calorie intake will help really. Haha.

Only unhappy when I'm having pms... Still cry to sleep when I'm having pms. Hah.

And so... Spending my holidays at home... Shirokuma's Cafe is just so cute~~~~~~~

... I will watch my diet I will!

So I randomly bought at a sale this book titled 365 Steps To Self-Confidence By David Lawrence Preston. I found out there's a free online PDF available. It's an interesting book so far and suppose to help me lead a happy and fulfilling life. Lol.

So step 30 is to complete a sentence which I shall do so like this:

If I had an excellent self-image and total confidence in my abilities, I would...QUIT MY JOB!

Step 31: Make step 30 a firm goal. So... My goal is to QUIT MY JOB! And I will commit myself unreservedly to working towards this goal.

Can you believe I've been trying to find a new job since last year and 2013 rolls around and still I haven't found a new job?? Sigh. I will have to start asking all my friends for lobangs. And Adam told me to write down the pros and cons of leaving my current job too. Gah. Oh boy do I love February ^_^