How do people shop for so long? I'm so not cut out for shopping man...dog-tired I am...from Orchard, Bugis, then to East Coast Beach with Bell...
Oh then on our way to Parkway, guess who we saw? Derek! (Who was on his way to soccer at the beach...hehe.) We asked him to take a picture with us and he refused! Big surprise there. But then that's what makes him so cute.
Anyway, I'm seeing this repeat of history from exactly two years ago, where my blog is pimpled with depressing words and friends start to fill up my guestbook with sweet words of encouragement...
Well I don't deserve to enjoy myself after being so lazy...I'm a smart girl and could have done much better in my As...
But then its over. Just like that.
Kaimisuki-just a blog
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Sunday, November 20, 2005
‘I’m bored,’ said Sirius. ‘wish it was full moon.’
‘You might,’ said Lupin darkly from behind his book. ‘We’ve still got Transfiguration, if you’re bored you could test me. Here…’ and he held out his book.
But Sirius snorted. ‘I don’t need to look at that rubbish, I know it all.’ ~OotP
Alas, I'm not Sirius nor a super-genius like my other friends...so I shall have to, yap, study.
Oh how am I supposed to wait till the 28th to watch GoF???
And that Eric can be such an arsehole . Why does he even bother to ask me why I don't study with him? Which I did on Saturday...gah...I must learn to say no when someone ask me out, to study, to eat or to whatever...
Oh erm...I was just kidding about the slap ^_^
‘You might,’ said Lupin darkly from behind his book. ‘We’ve still got Transfiguration, if you’re bored you could test me. Here…’ and he held out his book.
But Sirius snorted. ‘I don’t need to look at that rubbish, I know it all.’ ~OotP
Alas, I'm not Sirius nor a super-genius like my other friends...so I shall have to, yap, study.
Oh how am I supposed to wait till the 28th to watch GoF???
And that Eric can be such an arsehole . Why does he even bother to ask me why I don't study with him? Which I did on Saturday...gah...I must learn to say no when someone ask me out, to study, to eat or to whatever...
Oh erm...I was just kidding about the slap ^_^
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Hate. Cambridge. Dig. Hole. Bury. Me.
Gah...do you know...I have this communication problem...with my friends, my family, with everybody...I can't speak to anyone so I keep to myself and get depressed...
Maybe because one of my greatest fear is of embarrassing myself...in the things I do, the stuff I say...and I had been having nightmares about them too...
One nightmare in which I'm walking in this house where I see the faces of every person I know and all have them have grown to become a successful person and I'm still a nobody, just a disappointment, an embarrassment of this generation of my family...
Sigh...I'm swimming in this gloomy sea of depression and hopelessness which I don't know when I'm getting out of...I'm so bloody pathetic somebody please slap me.
Gah...do you know...I have this communication problem...with my friends, my family, with everybody...I can't speak to anyone so I keep to myself and get depressed...
Maybe because one of my greatest fear is of embarrassing myself...in the things I do, the stuff I say...and I had been having nightmares about them too...
One nightmare in which I'm walking in this house where I see the faces of every person I know and all have them have grown to become a successful person and I'm still a nobody, just a disappointment, an embarrassment of this generation of my family...
Sigh...I'm swimming in this gloomy sea of depression and hopelessness which I don't know when I'm getting out of...I'm so bloody pathetic somebody please slap me.